So again I really need to get better with posting. Ive decide to set a goal for myself to a post at least once a week even if it's short or doesn't have much substance in it. I feel like sometimes I maybe skipping out on vital info by posting ever couple of weeks or so. Either way I been good for the most part. Still learning day by day about my condition and how to work with it. It's crazy all the paraplegics I've met have been so great and helpful with anything, and I do mean everything. I could remember back in April when I first lost the use of my legs I was intruded by my physical therapist to a young lady named Cassie who had NMO like me. After meeting Cassie I think my outlook and mindset began to change on being a para. I could remember her walking in the door with a smile and me thinking what is she happy and smiling for that has to be fake. But after spending an hour with her I realized that she was genuinely happy. What is even more crazy is that her story is worse than mine. My situation with my legs progressively got worse a years time but she littery woke up one day and could not move her legs. Also I was able to immediately seek help and physical therapy when this started. For Cassie coming from a small town in Oklahoma the doctors had no clue how to help her. So for years she was not able to receive the proper treatment, needless to say this caused things to get worse for her before they got better. Cassie lost the use of the motor functions in her hand and went blind for a year. Along with all of that she was never able to receive physical therapy because her insurance didn't want to pay for it. But the will on this girl is amazing. She still went on to achieve her doctorate in science and is currently traveling the world breaking records and winning medals for wheels chair sports such as cycling, shot-put, and track and field. This girl is totally amazing. If meeting this girl won't inspire you then it's just not meant for you to ever feel that emotion. I personally felt a lot better about everything after meeting her. But that's how all the other paraplegics are also. I've realized that not everyone could be in the position that we are in and take it in stride. It's almost like we were chosen for this. That's the mind set that everyone gives off. It's definitely something that I want to adopt for myself. So even though I'm no longer in therapy I've been trying to still do things to further myself. I've been pushing the trail by my house with my sister and cousins. I'm also thinking of possibly going back to school, which is big for me because after six years of going to school and not achieving anything it would be good to get something under my belt. Well see how it all works out though. All I know is that my state of mind is something that will make or break my new and old endeavors.
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