I know, I know it's been a while since my last post. I really need to get better with posting but alot of time I'm either sleeping or at some doctors appointment. Sometimes it get hard to find the time for this. But I will stop myself right there because that sounds like in excuse and I hate those. I just need to do better. At this point I do see some type of improvement. The improvement is really small, but I am starting to notice things like transfers and getting my legs to move in a different position to be easier. I can't wait to start at Shepard to see how they can help improve my situation. Regardless I just have to be patient and persistent. I've been trying to do small workouts for my truck and back. I've seen much improvements with being able to sit up and make movements without back support. It crazy because I want everything to happen so fast but it doesn't happen like that. I wish I can wake up tomorrow and everything be back to normal or better. But that's farfetched for my situation. Throughout this whole process patience has been the number one attribute that I've learned to have and value. If you can tell from my previous post and this one my mood is alot better these days. I'm not sure why that is. Maybe it's because I can kinda see the light at the end of the tunnel. Though its so far away it looks like a spec or star. To be honest I'm just happy I can see it. My cousin told me the other day he can't wait till this is all over regardless of the outcome. I have to agree with him. If Im going to be walking or bound to a wheelchair for the rest of my life it really doesn't matter. Of course I would love to have one outcome more than the other. But at this point I just want to close this chapter of my life and move on to the next one.
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